Sunday, July 3, 2011

delusion of mine

finaaaaaally...i was able to talk to her.i am so haaaaaaaaappy.HAHAHAHA
i really don't why i have this very deep attachment to her wherein fact we just met and we became lovers for a short time only. i'm at ease in her company, it seems like i've known her for so long. i know i easily fall in love but me getting hurt after our three days relationship was so unusual,i got hurt so badly.daaaaammnn!!i always miss her. i am not like this in the past. i wonder  why am i like this. i don't know why i feel this way.

she told me once that i caught her attention 'coz i appear so mysterious and i've never been so flattered in my life when she told me that. i wanted to tell her too that i was eyeing her since then. there was also a time that i got hurt when she posted something sweet about her girlfriend, i was so bitter like as if i was her ex- girlfriend.i don't know. straaaaaaange,right?

now these strange things are really strange. is she my soulmate?

since i was in high school i am fond of scribbling letters especially letter "J". her name starts with "J". moreover, she likes stars and rabbits too. thinking about these stuffs makes me crazy. i need to stop this delusions of mine. may be this is just a coincidence. oh well. 

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