oh bitter

me sipping my coffee this time.

just earlier tonight, my ex talked to me through fb chat. i posted some things on her wall too. well i am not saying that she really is assuming, she is right with one thing: i miss her. but i just laugh it all off. don't wanna get too cheesy tonight.

oh by the way, she was able to visit my blogsite and she read some of my posts. then i know she'll read this too moments from now. some people just love stalking.HAHAHA

WE WERE having a good conversation then out of nowhere she blurted out about this "beybie, jaymie" and stuffs. i was not trying to ignore the issue, i was  just trying to be passive on this one. bygones be bygones. after all, nothing special really happened between me and that person she asked me about.

 what made me laugh tonight was the fact that her mood suddenly changed. OH BITTER. but i can't blame her. you should not ask me about her if you know it'll just hurt you--you know. don't be too masochist.

she posted a link on my wall too. a song. damaged by shayne ward. i searched the lyrics through the web and when i found the lyrics, it just made me smile. OH BITTER.

FOR A MONTH OR TWO, I AM JUST TRYING TO BE REALLY PASSIVE. DON'T WANNA TAKE THINGS SERIOUSLY. I'M TIRED. I'VE BEEN THERE. I'VE BEEN HURT FOR SO MANY TIMES.