the perks of being me: heart's day it is.haha

the perks of being me: heart's day it is.haha: feelin' like a princess on heart's day. i'm busy and alone in my room on this day. FOREVER ALONE.HAHAHA

heart's day it is.haha

feelin' like a princess on heart's day.

i'm busy and alone in my room on this day. 

FOREVER ALONE.HAHAHA

the perks of being me: for a change

the perks of being me: for a change: it's been awhile. every now and then i had to give myself a dose of oxygen plus the maintenance. i really don't like going to the doctor 'co...

for a change

it's been awhile. every now and then i had to give myself a dose of oxygen plus the maintenance. i really don't like going to the doctor 'coz as i go out of the room, i have another set of maintenance drugs on my pocket.this sucks.
well, i went their just to have my check up after like a year or two.so yeah, i don't usually attend the scheduled next visit. as usual, my doctor scolded me for not going their before as i was scheduled for a  2D echo. aaaand i went their earlier as i don't want to celebrate my birthday inside the hospital again. oh just for a change. :))

my ESP

seeing beyond human realms as they is a gift but i don't consider it that way.
just a week ago,i dreamt of two dead people standing right outside my door:a girl that is not looking at me and a headless boy.

we were walking just moments ago when my classmate told me about her cousin who passed away.it was a boy.a flood victim just last december. she told me that they were able to identify his body through his clothes.he lost his head by the way that's why they had to identify him with the clothes .

what i saw in my dream was a boy with a good body build wearing mud-colored tshirt.
well, now i know who is the boy.

one mystery to solve,who is that girl in my dream?

may he rest in peace.

this excruciating pain im feeling right now is not like the usual.its too painful that i am already turning pale. and i am indeed fuckin' scared what would be the end.
12:39am in my laptop.
jan.6,2012

the perks of being me: skimming and scanning

the perks of being me: skimming and scanning: i am again reviewing my notes for an upcoming exam. then this is what will happen to me in the next days.hahaha

skimming and scanning

i am again reviewing my notes for an upcoming exam.

then this is what will happen to me in the next days.hahaha

the perks of being me: the perks of losing your appetite

the perks of being me: the perks of losing your appetite: so you see i am really bus that i even lose my appetite for my favorite foods. this is the result.haha this happened unintentionally.

the perks of losing your appetite

so you see i am really bus that i even lose my appetite for my favorite foods.
this is the result.haha

this happened unintentionally.

just spill the beans: choosing books over love letters

just spill the beans: choosing books over love letters: everybody wont believe me that i'm single.yeah, single as in i'm not in a relationship. for the record, i am indeed single. this is not beca...

choosing books over love letters

everybody wont believe me that i'm single.yeah, single as in i'm not in a relationship. for the record, i am indeed single. this is not because i don't have suitors like that. this is because,i'm freakin' busy with my academic life that i don't want any drama of relationship to get into my nerves now that we are busy preparing for something. i am a person who doesn't want to be bothered by any nonsense things especially when i am really really busy.
but i am a bit confused if the path of choosing books over love letters is right. umm.  well, this "single" life of mine is fine and is working well, knowing that i have nothing to worry about aside from my requirements. however, i am a bit worried that i am starting to lose the persons i love. well, i can't blame them if they are starting to flirt with someone else as i did told them once that they ,indeed, can go on courting someone else as i am not really available this time. at first, it was fine. the next, i felt quite sad of what is happening.

this books over love letters is puzzling me but choosing this path is i think, the best for me.after all, if they really love me, they'll wait.aaww :))    

just spill the beans: just so you know

just spill the beans: just so you know: been very this past few days,i mean months already.just so you know,i'm a nursing student. third year student to be exact.well,i think this ...

just so you know

been very this past few days,i mean months already.just so you know,i'm a nursing student. third year student to be exact.well,i think this is the busiest time of our nursing life 'coz we are about to go on psychiatric nursing.i am now living in a fast paced world.
sleeping less than the expected time is very common in our life. yes, we are getting tired of all this shit but we can't do anything about it.we just need to go on.after all, we are almost there. months to go and we will be considered as alumni. :)
this busyness entails lack of sleep and rest, lack of appetite for even the tastiest food in the world, lack of patience for everybody's little jokes, lack of presence of mind, lack of the capability to clean the room, lack of capability to fix ourselves, and lack of time to review and scan our notes for our other subjects.

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