Wednesday, July 14, 2010

the love of siam



i was left with nothing to do. well,i had this movie in my laptop for a friend of mine wanted me to furnish a copy of this for his own benefit.i was bored out of my wits so i played the movie.

i never really thought that even a boy-to-boy love story could make my heart pound so hard and could make me shiver and chill in a positive way.it even made me cry.gosh!i tell you this movie could really make you weep. aside from a good plot, the two lead actors are so handsome,so cute and everything that goes behind it.i admired mew's and tong's braveness for accepting the fact that they can't really be together though they really love each other.and here's a line from tong to mew: "..i can't be your boyfriend but it doesn't mean that i don't love you..".isn't it sweet?

furthermore, the last scene of mew inside his room was exceedingly a holler.

iT DEFINITELY MOVED ME!
IMPRESSIVE!!

Saturday, July 10, 2010

STOP IT



you told me that you have new lover but WHY are you trying to restore the pieces to whole.what are you doing?what ever is the reason behind, just STOP IT!

Where'd you find out about formspring.me?

friends.ads

Ask me anything

If you could rid the world of one thing, what would it be?

catastrophe.

Ask me anything

Are you more of a talker or more of a listener?

im more of a listener..

If you could change one thing that happened last year what would it be?

the moment we separated..OUCH!

Ask me anything

What was your favorite birthday gift?

huh??...IDK..haha..they don't know when is my birthday..hahaha

Ask me anything

What's the best place near you to get a drink?

"best"?? caltex..hahaha

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When was the last time you received flowers?

AFAIK,umm..years ago..wahahaha...

Ask me anything

Sneakers or sandals?

Do you believe there's intelligent life on other planets?

skeptical.

Star Trek or Star Wars?

i dont really like these films but id go for star wars...hehehe

Ask me anything

Are you a morning or night person?

both...day and night person..

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Would you rather own a luxury yacht or a private jet?

private jet..zoooomm!!

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Do you have any scars on your body? If so, how'd you get them?

yup...through an accident.

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If you had to give up one favorite food, what would the most difficult?

chocolate.hahaha..i love chocolates,i scream for chocolates!!

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Would you rather have the ability to fly, or the ability to breathe underwater?

ability to fly so that i could go anywhere,anytime like a bird.

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What celebrity would play you in a movie about your life?

um..im clueless.. ?_?

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What's your biggest phobia?

what do you call that phobia for frogs???..umm..that's the answer..haha

Would you rather be really hot or really cold?

can i choose the one in the middle???...

Ask me anything

What household chore do you hate to do the most?

doing the laundry...a very tedious job...tssskkK!!

Friday, July 9, 2010

this sucks.


i woke up around 8.30 am, i am tired already, to think i just woke up.
i know i have a bad heart condition but waking up having the same feeling day by day is absolutely a glitch to my part especially because im still a student, a 2nd year student.

this sucks.it really sucks.

i want to give myself a very very wide berth

im a girl with a dirty little secret which only few knows.



i loved her more than she deserves.we were in a long distance relationship then.im here in iligan and she's in gensan. they say LDR is very hard to handle but apparently we were able to defy the odds for like 15 months.i stayed faithful to her.the fact that she was my everything brought me so much pain when i learned from her that she cheated on me. i shed tears for 6months and still counting while she was just fooling around with her new girl.very painful.very very painful.when i went home,i talked to her.i slapped her inside the mall.i was in great damn pain while she was just smiling at me.very cruel.for about 2 weeks of my stay in gensan, i was seen most of the time inside the bar.drowning myself with all the drinks they offered.that made my condition worst.i grew thin and developed a new personality. i became less sensitive.

i didn't know what love is from the day she left me. i turned down all my suitors just because of her. i was a fool then believing that she still love me.i was a fool.

 i didn't accept her request from a social network coz i might just hurt myself with what is in her profile. i just want to save myself. i refused to feel the feeling i am feeling right now coz i know this will just hurt me. i want to give myself a very very wide berth. so please please stop making a connection with me coz you told me that you have your girlfriend already.i am happy that you are happy though it is really killing me.so please leave me alone. i am trying to live a life without you and please try to do the same.