Wednesday, August 25, 2010

i choose you


I Choose You

Heh, you know
Someone loses someone they love everyday
And I'm fortunate to still have you in my life
'Cause I know I made some mistakes in the past but
I'm tired of making excuses
Listen

For whatever might have been
And all that it never was
Whatever I couldn't see
And all that I didn't want

There was a method to my madness girl
That wasn't clear to me
Until the day I saw your face
When I saw everything

For I saw us dancing through sunshine and rain
And I saw us laughing through joy and through pain
And I saw time passing but we did not change
And I still saw us together at the end of every day

Whenever you want it
Whenever you need it
Whatever you feel like, it's gon' be like
You better believe it
Whenever you feel like dancing
You don't have to dance alone, no
You know, you know, you know
You should already know
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you

I felt you inside myself
Before I could even feel
I knew you like no one else
But still I couldn't tell, Oh
Girl, none of it made sense to me
Girl, none of it was real
Until the day I saw your face
And it was clear to see

Whenever you want it (Whenever you want it)
Whenever you need it (Whenever you need it, baby)
Whatever you feel like, it's gon' be like
You better believe it (You better believe it)
Whenever you feel like dancing
You don't have to dance alone, no (Oh, no)
You know, you know, you know
You should already know
I choose you (I choose you, baby)
I choose you (I choose you, girl)
I choose you
I choose you (You know that I choose you)
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you

Throughout our times, people have searched their lives
Hoping that they might find the chance where they can make things right
Through my desire, thank God I found the fire
Oh, for everything has led me straight to you (Youuuu....)

Whenever you want it
Whenever you need it (Baby)
Whatever you feel like, it's gon' be like
You better believe it (Oh, you better believe it)
Whenever you feel like dancing
You don't have to dance alone, no
You know, you know, you know
You should already know
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you (Yeah, oh baby darling)
I choose you (Said I'm choosing you)

I choose you (Oh baby baby)
I choose you (Girl I made up my mind)
I choose you (And I choose you)
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you

i love this song.it tells what i truly feel whenever someone is in doubt of my love for them.

i wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you


from i wanted you by ina

12:28am

12.28am
8-25-2010
inside my room
lights on

i don't know what to say.i don't know what to do.now i'm not singing.hmmkay?
all i want is to cry.
i want to shout but i must not cause it's already late.

all i want is to cry.
it is very painful.
can't help it.
;(

12:20am

12:20am
8-25-2010
inside my room
lights on

i'm sitting on the chair while staring blankly on the wall.
trying to pacify myself by soothing melodies.
trying to make countless blogs cause i don't have someone tonight to be my confidante.


*sigh*
my body wants to lie down in bed but my conscience doesn't want me to do it.
i caught myself crying while trying to think things through.

;(
*sigh*

turn around

I keep on blaming my self
i should have eaten my pride
how can i convince you
it’s just a matter of time
many times i’ve hurt you
with my foolish ways oh boy
now i know i have to pay the price
is there a way for you to turn around,
turn around and come back baby
ohh baby can’t u see …


from cold summer nights of nina.
;(

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

11:59pm

11:.59pm
8-24-2010
inside my room
lights on

letting you go is the hardest part of all.
i wish i can really put away the feelings i have for you as easy as that.i wish everything will be as easy just like counting 1,2,3 but it's not.it's really hard.

it's really hard.
;(


still crying my heart.

11:46pm

11.46pm
8-24-2010

bwisit lang.muntikan ako masagasaan ng kotse kanina.may iniisip kasi ako plus ang tulin ng takbo niya. *pheeeew*

11:25pm

11.25pm
8-24-2010

i'm in my room.doing nothing.oh well,i'm tired.had a very busy day.i bought a little piece of cake from zoey earlier.i'm an emotional eater,so yeah.i ate much today :P

11:09pm

11.09pm
8-20-2010
inside my room
lights on

you know it's hard to live a life without you knowing that i started to build my dreams on you.it kills me knowing that you just can easily put everything away but i can't blame you if you tell me those upsetting words.i did something off the beam.i did something stupid.but don't i deserve a second chance?can i not prove myself?

my eyes are puffy. :(

Saturday, August 21, 2010

magic together


I love you because
© I love you because I am in my old self when I am with you.
© I love you because You make me feel good about myself
© I love you because you bring out the best in me.
© I love you because you keep me stable.
© I love you because of the way you tell me you love me.
© I love you because you totally complete me
© I love you because you fill up my senses, like the mountains in spring time.
© I love you because of your scent.
© I love you because of your smile.
© I love you because of your cuteness when you traipse.
© I love you because of the fact that you are not afraid to cry.
© I love you because you know how to make me smile.
© I love you because 'coz a smile from you can chase all the blues away.
© I love you because I love to hear your voice for its music to my soul.
© I love you because of the way you stare at me makes me melt like an ice.
© I love you because your loving gaze is enough to carry me through a tiring daylight.
© I love you because of the way you hold me.
© I love you because I love the feeling of being secure when you wrap your arms around me.
© I love you because when you hold me tight, everything feels alright.
© I love you because I feel so at ease in your arms.
© I love you because of your love that keeps me warm at night.
© I love you because of the way you kiss me and touch me.
© I love you because I love to wake up with you by my side knowing that you are mine.
© I love you because your love for me is a natural anti-depressant.
© I love you because your love is an effective anti-dote to despair.
© I love you because you’re as helpful as therapy, but you never charge me for it.
© I love you because I didn’t have to vacuum before you come over.
© I love you because you saved me from whatever it was that took over me.
© I love you because I like your small gestures that speak volumes about how much you care for me.
© I love you because of how you are always concerned about me and my well-being.
© I love you because you have the power to completely destroy me yet you are loving enough to never do that to me.
© I love you because I love the fact that you will never leave me.
© I love you because of the way you’ve opened up your heart and life to me.
© I love you because of the fact that you were willing to take a chance on me.
© I love you because of the love you’ve always shown me.
© I love you because of the way you always inspire me.
© I love you because you are never mean to me.
© I love you because you make me feel special.
© I love you because you make me feel needed.
© I love you because I can feel how you are feeling that means we are connected.
© I love you because you never took me for granted.
© I love you because you are my theme for a dream.
© I love you because your incredible dreams and visions for our future will come true shortly.
© I love you because when you're around, everything's fun.
© I love you because your idea of a big night out is just me and you under the moonshine.
© I love you because you are never boring.
© I love you because of your terrific sense of humor...you know how to make me laugh.
© I love you because of your way of making fun of me.
© I love you because of the amazing new experiences that I’ve shared for the first time with you and only you
© I love you because I love sharing rainbow walks with you.
© I love you because I enjoy being with you.
© I love you because I like sharing crazy times with you because you add excitement to my life.
© I love you because when I'm with you, nothing else seems to matter.
© I love you because With you I feel, as if in a single lifetime, I have known the joy of a thousand years,
© I love you because you make me feel like I've never it felt before.
© I love you because you give me joy beyond measure.
© I love you because you stare at pictures of me
© I love you because you call me just to say hi or tell me you love me.
© I love you because you stay on the phone for extra few minutes even though it’s time to say bye-bye.
© I love you because you buy me things even though I told you,you don’t have to.
© I love you because you always know just how to make much of me.
© I love you because of how much you know about me now and that you’ve seen both my good sides and bad and that you still love me anyway.
© I love you because you know that I am not perfect yet I am doing my best for you.
© I love you because you love me even with all my lapses.
© I love you because of your extreme patience with me even when I push it up to the wall.
© I love you because you understand me like no other.
© I love you because you forgive and understand me when I forget something worth remembering.
© I love you because you are compassionate.
© I love you because you are amazing, dazzling and extra nice
© I love you because you excite me, delight me, and ignite me the whole time.
© I love you because you’re so magnetic.
© I love you because you’re my anchor in life's ocean.
© I love you because you give me all-purpose hug in the right time.
© I love you because you’re always on my side.
© I love you because of your undying faith is what keeps our love alive.
© I love you because you are the light in my life.
© I love you because you give me reasons to live this life.
© I love you because of your loyalty,
© I love you because of your honesty,
© I love you because of your generosity,
© I love you because of your sweetness,
© I love you because I love all the ways you give me.
© I love you because you are MINE.
© I love you because you want ME to be YOUR’S.
© I love you because you believe in this relationship.
© I love you because you believe in ME.
© I love you because you chose to be with me and only me.
© I love you because you want to be forever with me.
© I love you because I can see my dreams come true in the ocean of your eyes.
© I love you because all the little things you do make such a big difference in my life.
© I love you because you are always on my mind.
© I love you because thinking of you fills me with a wonderful feeling and adds wonderful touch of love to my everyday life.
© I love you because I want to stay forever with you.
© I love you because we both really can't do without “you” in me and “me” in you.
© I love you because we both know that together we can work anything out.
© I love you because you and I can make magic together.
© I love you because I need you in order to function now.
© I love you because love is what you mean to me;
© I love you because you mean the whole world to me.
© I love you because of-course, your intelligence, 'cause you were smart enough to fall in love with me.
© But the most important is I love you because knowing you is loving you.