heeded

i hate the fact that i'm sick.

i hate to see myself bathing in sweat.i wanted to be in fighting fit but i just can't free myself from it.much as i want to tell them that the pain is unbearable.i just cant.and i must not.

staying in this kind of situation every now and then makes me weak and totally at loss.i want to take a rain check but i must not.it's not helping and it never will.

gasping for air.trembling.pain in the joints.back pain.chest pain.loss of voice.RADIATING PAIN.wheeeew!

i regret the day i entered the clinic and heeded.this will never pass and that's a FACT.