just spill the beans: i don't know why i am writing

just spill the beans: i don't know why i am writing: i am not a writer by heart but i guess i am a writer by nature. i never really liked writing an article nor be a part of journalism. i am ...

i don't know why i am writing

i am not a writer by heart but i guess i am a writer by nature.
i never really liked writing an article nor be a part of journalism.
i am not a good writer and i find my writing skills very poor.
i don't find it very catchy, that's why.

well, i write about lots of things not because i want to impress people.
i write because umm.. i just want to.
some uses writing as an escape path for their feelings and thoughts, may be i am too.

i was a school writer way back but i didn't enjoy it.
one event from the past gave me the solid reason to stop writing, to stop joining journalism. 

just spill the beans: PACMAN VS MARQUEZ

just spill the beans: PACMAN VS MARQUEZ: YES!ACCEPT THE FACT THAT PACQUIAO WINS LALO KA NA, IKAW NA ISANG PINOY.. -Ang mga Pinoy talaga, ayan na oh pinagpala na tayo.. Isang Pi...

PACMAN VS MARQUEZ

YES!ACCEPT THE FACT THAT PACQUIAO WINS LALO KA NA, IKAW NA ISANG PINOY..


-Ang mga Pinoy talaga, ayan na oh pinagpala na tayo.. Isang Pilipino na naman ang muling nagwagayway ng bandila ng Pilipinas.. Suportahan naman ntn sa Pacquiao sa pagkakataong ito.. Pilipino din yung tao, wag naman sana nating siraan o ipakita ang ating pagkadismayado sa kanyang pinakitang laban.. Ginawa niya ang kanyang makakaya at ganoon din si Marquez ngunit tadhana na rin ang nagdesisyon na pumanig sa PAMBANSANG KAMAO.. Imbis siraan o ipakita sa ating kapwa Pinoy na hindi siya karapat-dapat, magpasalamat na lamang tayo sa Panginoon at pinagpapala niya ang ating bansa at ang lahat ng Pilipino..

MABUHAY ANG PILIPINAS!


-a short article a friend of mine posted through facebook. credits: erine gale dejecacion regencia-


oh C'MON pals, don't be so hypocrite. i know well that you all want to see manny have the title again. stop grumbling about so many things. let's us be thankful for another glory.  people will always take sides in every story, i understand. 


btw,i wasn't able to see the fight for i was sleeping my butt out during the fight. :))


congrats manny and thank you.

just spill the beans: STARTLE

just spill the beans: STARTLE: SO here i am again.just wanna tell a story.this isn't long.don't worry. as i was about to climb the stairs to go to my room from the bath...

STARTLE

SO here i am again.just wanna tell a story.this isn't long.don't worry.

as i  was about to climb the stairs to go to my room from the bathroom, our landlady's son called me and i was startled.

THAT'S THE STORY.HAHAHA

btw, i know i easily get startled so as i got back here in my room, i checked through the web about this me getting startled easily. so i came across this site HYPERKPLEXIA. i read everything from that site. and i am on the position to say that I DON'T HAVE HYPERKPLEXIA.HAHAHA

relieved with the info i encountered. may be i really am just an easily startled girl.that's all. nothing to worry. for now.

  

just spill the beans: it's a monster.it's eating me alive

just spill the beans: it's a monster.it's eating me alive: i am pretty consumed by the fact that i am very poor.literally. this is what making me sad lately. well,i am not really that poor. its just ...

it's a monster.it's eating me alive

i am pretty consumed by the fact that i am very poor.literally. this is what making me sad lately. well,i am not really that poor. its just that the money i have now is i think not enough for me. how i wish i was born with a silver spoon. i am getting tired waking up every morning thinking about this and also spending most of the day going through with it.
i am trying hard not to get this through my nerves but i just can't pretty help it. it's too powerful. it's a monster. it's eating me alive.
thinking about this is making my tears fall.i don't wanna be poor, i choose not to be poor.
this poor feeling is very devastating. it's making my entire world stop. i am not liking it. 

just spill the beans: my first and last CHEAT DAY

just spill the beans: my first and last CHEAT DAY: this day happened to be my CHEAT DAY. i thought i will be happy today that i can eat the foods i used to eat but to my surprise i was not ha...

my first and last CHEAT DAY

this day happened to be my CHEAT DAY. i thought i will be happy today that i can eat the foods i used to eat but to my surprise i was not happy with it. i didn't enjoy it. i don't like the feeling of doing this. i feel awful.

i am a newly converted pescetarian 'coz i have this major allergies to like everything edible. to lessen the effects of the allergies,i decided to go vegetarian but i will eat fish thus, pescetarian. i am happy with this kind of lifestyle,i really am. i am enjoying the moments of eating fruits and veggies only. i enjoy eating tasteless food. i say tasteless 'coz i don't also eat foods that i know are sweet and salty. i don't take carbonated drinks too. no to cold water too.

'coz this day is my  first cheat day and will also be my last, i ate a piece of pear for breakfast. pancake and hotdog plus cold water for lunch. actually i forgot to eat lunch so the former will be my lunch. right after i ate the hotdog, i feel like vomiting. 'twas the first time i ate meat again and i DON'T like the feeling of eating such after two weeks of strict pescetarian diet. for dinner, i had wanton noodles plus siomai plus durian shake plus leche flan. i was not able to finish them all, it was also the only time that i ate such amount of food after my diet. i was bothered and i still am bothered about the leche flan. leche flans are sweet 'coz they are made of condensed milk with eggs, mostly milk, and that kind of milk is so sweet. it's concentrated milk. as stated above, 'twas also my first time to eat sweets again but good thing it's not really sweet. the durian shake was not a problem 'coz its a fruit shake anyway. the siomai was fine too, i ate a shrimp siomai. i can eat shrimp, it's low in grease and calories which is a good news.  

so that's my cheat day and it all ends here.
i am feeling awful about the whole cheat day. very very awful.

just spill the beans: playing with my eyeglasses

just spill the beans: playing with my eyeglasses: Weeeee!!i was reading my book. i got bored. i stopped reading. my eyes hurt. i wanted to rest. i stared blankly on my laptop. i saw my camer...

playing with my eyeglasses

Weeeee!!i was reading my book. i got bored. i stopped reading. my eyes hurt. i wanted to rest. i stared blankly on my laptop. i saw my camera. i started taking pictures. i played with my eyeglasses. 

just spill the beans: NEVER FELT

just spill the beans: NEVER FELT: i've been through a lot of relationships.what would you expect,i'm a teen. i love experimenting. well so much for that. just moments ago,...

NEVER FELT

i've been through a lot of relationships.what would you expect,i'm a teen. i love experimenting. well so much for that.

just moments ago,i was talking to my girlfriend and we were playing the DO YOU game. it's just a simple game of exchanging questions about everything as long as the statement will start with "do you".

so here's the catch, my gf asked me about my regrets i have for my past partners.  i gave her my answers. she answered too. just right after her answers i told her that i'm a bit jealous over that situation she mentioned in her regret. i could really say that her ex was a lucky girl for having a partner like her. right there and then, things started flashing back to me and realizations were flowing.

--never felt that they are afraid to leave me behind.
--never felt that i'm their world/ i'm the center of their lives.
--never felt that they built their dreams around me.
--never felt that they needed me in their lives.

i never felt these things from all of them, not even once, not even a pinch. now i feel like i'm one fucking loser.

oh well, that's life. that's TEEN life. i'm a teen. i make mistakes. i misjudge situations.but sure thing, i learn from them.

just spill the beans: STARBUCKS haunting me in my dreams

just spill the beans: STARBUCKS haunting me in my dreams: JUST before i woke up this morning, I dreamt of Starbucks. So yeah, I can recall my dreams and I'm good at lucid dreaming. Then it hit me, ...

STARBUCKS haunting me in my dreams

JUST  before i woke up this morning, I dreamt of Starbucks. So yeah, I can recall my dreams and I'm good at lucid dreaming. Then it hit me, I want Starbucks' Double Chocolaty Chip Frappucino or Java Chip Frappucino or Ice Peppermint Mocha. Ooh Starbucks, I'm longing for you. See you this weekend, probably^^. 

double chocolaty chip frappucino

java chip frappucino

iced peppermint mocha

just spill the beans: kiyoshi:smartass kiddo

just spill the beans: kiyoshi:smartass kiddo: the family's playful and smartass kiddo with his new dog.you can never outwit this little guy.

kiyoshi:smartass kiddo

the family's playful and smartass kiddo with his new dog.you can never outwit this little guy.

just spill the beans: crochet like a boss!!♚ ♛ ♜ ♝ ♞ ♟

just spill the beans: crochet like a boss!!♚ ♛ ♜ ♝ ♞ ♟: so i have this little sister who crochets well.i am just so proud that she do that so well, like a pro.here are some of her creations. th...

crochet like a boss!!♚ ♛ ♜ ♝ ♞ ♟

so i have this little sister who crochets well.i am just so proud that she do that so well, like a pro.here are some of her creations.

this is the doll she made yesterday.lovely, right? 

by the way, this is my sister.everything is "LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING" for this little girl.

just spill the beans: talking to someone close to me ★

just spill the beans: talking to someone close to me ★: me tonight. just simply talking to someone.just giving myself a daily dose of  ♥ⓛⓞⓥⓔ♥.

talking to someone close to me ★

me tonight.

just simply talking to someone.just giving myself a daily dose of ♥ⓛⓞⓥⓔ♥.

just spill the beans: kalokohan.HAHAHA

just spill the beans: kalokohan.HAHAHA: 'coz we have like hundreds of pictures,i decided to make it into a gif so that i don't have to upload each picture for it will take a lot o...

kalokohan.HAHAHA

'coz we have like hundreds of pictures,i decided to make it into a gif so that i don't have to upload each picture for it will take a lot of time.

this is jane.it's her first time to set foot in davao.i guess she did enjoy her stay.

first time to explore davao

anak ko.HAHA

everywhere

just spill the beans: feeling like a child.

just spill the beans: feeling like a child.

feeling like a child.

just spill the beans: my very first gifs.HAHAHA

just spill the beans: my very first gifs.HAHAHA

my very first gifs.HAHAHA