she is starting to be very assuming.

I WENT OUT TODAY WITH THIS GIRL. i was not expecting that it'll be a sort of formal lunch. she took me to a fine dine restaurant, right there and then i was confused why she took me there. well i thought we would just eat outside in a typical restaurant. i never saw it coming.

we talked about so many stuffs and all, this time she was very vocal about her affection towards me, i was just being passive. we ended up fighting on the table for i told her about what i did last night.i settled the issue by letting her believe what she wants to believe. what happened was inappropriate and shameful. i really don't have a thing for fights and i hate arguing. seriously. i sat silently. we're supposed to watch a movie but i refused her offer for some reasons regarding the movie house,i just don't wanna get disappointed.

surprisingly, late this afternoon she asked me about "us". she is starting to be very assuming. FVCK.  i told her i don't know for i really don't know, swear to GOD. she is nice but the fact that she is so near is something that i could not bear. i just don't like it. i don't want her following me like a dog. i want to be in a relationship where i still have the freedom to do what i want to do and i think she is the type that would stop me doing those things, i don't like it.