just spill the beans: happy new year friends, family, everyone!

just spill the beans: happy new year friends, family, everyone!: to all who became a part of my 2011, i thank you all for making it extraordinary. thank you for all the tears, laughter, goofy smiles, and...

happy new year friends, family, everyone!

to all who became a part of my 2011, i thank you all for making it extraordinary. thank you for all the tears,  laughter, goofy smiles, and memories.

i wish you all a very happy and enjoyable new year filled with great times with family ,friends, relatives. may the year of the water dragon be fulfilling, successful, prosperous, and with good health, joy, peace and love overflowing all your days and GOD's abundant blessings always.


let us always act and think positive to achieve joy, peace, love and abundance, starting this 2012.

HAPPY NEW YEAR, HAPPY YEAR OF THE WATER DRAGON!!

just spill the beans: with cookie

just spill the beans: with cookie: i was able to see my best friend after few months of not seeing her. had a very long chitchat with her. it was also an extension of her c...

with cookie

i was able to see my best friend after few months of not seeing her. had a very long chitchat with her. it was also an extension of her celebration

just spill the beans: seeing beyond human realms

just spill the beans: seeing beyond human realms: i have this little sister who lately keeps on asking about my third eye. well, yeah, i can see ghosts. i can talk to them. i can do clear se...

seeing beyond human realms

i have this little sister who lately keeps on asking about my third eye. well, yeah, i can see ghosts. i can talk to them. i can do clear seeing. i once became a medium.

• i had my first back in my primary school, in the hospital to be specific. and that time i didn't thought of this ability. i thought of it as a coincidence.
• second, i dreamt of two public figures who died. i was shocked when after a week or two, i learned from the news that they died. astonished by what i experienced, i tried to somehow acknowledge this ability of mine though not fully.
• third, during our school camp, i saw two ghosts walking with no head. and there,i had the idea that what you see on tv when you see a ghost is TOTALLY NOT REAL. 
• fourth, i was able to talk to my friend in my dreams who just died months ago.
• fifth, my friend who died appeared before me and talked to me. 

and the list goes on.
some say that having ESP is a gift. i don't see it as a gift and i don't see it as problem either. just a plain ESP. that's it. and i don't see the big deal in this.


BEYOND HUMAN REALMS: DEFINED AS THIS

just spill the beans: oh geez!i'm really gay.LOL

just spill the beans: oh geez!i'm really gay.LOL: SO i was browsing and i saw a picture of this girl. at first, i find her really cute. the next thing i know, i keep on searching the nam...

oh geez!i'm really gay.LOL

SO i was browsing and i saw a picture of this girl. at first, i find her really cute. the next thing i know, i  keep on searching the name of that girl. she's so fucking cute. ^__________^
DAKOTA BLUE RICHARDS is her name.nyehehehe

just spill the beans: find happiness in sadness

just spill the beans: find happiness in sadness: it's been quite a while that i posted something about my life.aww well, it's all over the news. our place got hit by a storm and almost ru...

find happiness in sadness

it's been quite a while that i posted something about my life.aww
well, it's all over the news. our place got hit by a storm and almost ruined the place, killed lots of people, ruined even the most elegant cars and houses. i was able to see it, first hand. i was traumatized, seriously. but in compare to the people who really encountered the flood, i know the trauma i have is just too small in amount. but then again, i was traumatized.

just before i left, i volunteered for the evacuees and it's such a great way to  celebrate Christmas. as they say, when you give, when you help, it's Christmas.
 
it saddens me still that the mortality rate is growing till now. but what really made my heart smile is the fact that almost all the citizen of this country,even foreigners helped in sending relief goods for the victims. i might not be a "real" citizen of that place, i go there to study only, but the thought that everyone is working hand in hand and seeing lots of goods in the malls, banks, various establishments waiting to be delivered really warms my heart and to some degree, made the liquid in my eyes pool. i am very thankful for all the people who extended their help in any form. thank you for keeping the victims motivated to go on in life and find happiness in sadness.
  

just spill the beans: perstaym.candid shot

just spill the beans: perstaym.candid shot: i went out earlier to buy some stuffs and just before i went out,i saw this suit. the next thing i knew,i am already getting my money out of...

perstaym.candid shot

i went out earlier to buy some stuffs and just before i went out,i saw this suit. the next thing i knew,i am already getting my money out of my wallet to pay for it.

this wasn't my first time to wear such but this is definitely the first time i bought two-piece for myself. i am a conservative type of person but going out of my comfort zone is something i thiiink..umm..IS FUN. anyway, i am flexible so no worries.

caaaandid shot.

just spill the beans: i don't know why i am writing

just spill the beans: i don't know why i am writing: i am not a writer by heart but i guess i am a writer by nature. i never really liked writing an article nor be a part of journalism. i am ...

i don't know why i am writing

i am not a writer by heart but i guess i am a writer by nature.
i never really liked writing an article nor be a part of journalism.
i am not a good writer and i find my writing skills very poor.
i don't find it very catchy, that's why.

well, i write about lots of things not because i want to impress people.
i write because umm.. i just want to.
some uses writing as an escape path for their feelings and thoughts, may be i am too.

i was a school writer way back but i didn't enjoy it.
one event from the past gave me the solid reason to stop writing, to stop joining journalism. 

just spill the beans: PACMAN VS MARQUEZ

just spill the beans: PACMAN VS MARQUEZ: YES!ACCEPT THE FACT THAT PACQUIAO WINS LALO KA NA, IKAW NA ISANG PINOY.. -Ang mga Pinoy talaga, ayan na oh pinagpala na tayo.. Isang Pi...

PACMAN VS MARQUEZ

YES!ACCEPT THE FACT THAT PACQUIAO WINS LALO KA NA, IKAW NA ISANG PINOY..


-Ang mga Pinoy talaga, ayan na oh pinagpala na tayo.. Isang Pilipino na naman ang muling nagwagayway ng bandila ng Pilipinas.. Suportahan naman ntn sa Pacquiao sa pagkakataong ito.. Pilipino din yung tao, wag naman sana nating siraan o ipakita ang ating pagkadismayado sa kanyang pinakitang laban.. Ginawa niya ang kanyang makakaya at ganoon din si Marquez ngunit tadhana na rin ang nagdesisyon na pumanig sa PAMBANSANG KAMAO.. Imbis siraan o ipakita sa ating kapwa Pinoy na hindi siya karapat-dapat, magpasalamat na lamang tayo sa Panginoon at pinagpapala niya ang ating bansa at ang lahat ng Pilipino..

MABUHAY ANG PILIPINAS!


-a short article a friend of mine posted through facebook. credits: erine gale dejecacion regencia-


oh C'MON pals, don't be so hypocrite. i know well that you all want to see manny have the title again. stop grumbling about so many things. let's us be thankful for another glory.  people will always take sides in every story, i understand. 


btw,i wasn't able to see the fight for i was sleeping my butt out during the fight. :))


congrats manny and thank you.

just spill the beans: STARTLE

just spill the beans: STARTLE: SO here i am again.just wanna tell a story.this isn't long.don't worry. as i was about to climb the stairs to go to my room from the bath...

STARTLE

SO here i am again.just wanna tell a story.this isn't long.don't worry.

as i  was about to climb the stairs to go to my room from the bathroom, our landlady's son called me and i was startled.

THAT'S THE STORY.HAHAHA

btw, i know i easily get startled so as i got back here in my room, i checked through the web about this me getting startled easily. so i came across this site HYPERKPLEXIA. i read everything from that site. and i am on the position to say that I DON'T HAVE HYPERKPLEXIA.HAHAHA

relieved with the info i encountered. may be i really am just an easily startled girl.that's all. nothing to worry. for now.

  

just spill the beans: it's a monster.it's eating me alive

just spill the beans: it's a monster.it's eating me alive: i am pretty consumed by the fact that i am very poor.literally. this is what making me sad lately. well,i am not really that poor. its just ...

it's a monster.it's eating me alive

i am pretty consumed by the fact that i am very poor.literally. this is what making me sad lately. well,i am not really that poor. its just that the money i have now is i think not enough for me. how i wish i was born with a silver spoon. i am getting tired waking up every morning thinking about this and also spending most of the day going through with it.
i am trying hard not to get this through my nerves but i just can't pretty help it. it's too powerful. it's a monster. it's eating me alive.
thinking about this is making my tears fall.i don't wanna be poor, i choose not to be poor.
this poor feeling is very devastating. it's making my entire world stop. i am not liking it. 

just spill the beans: my first and last CHEAT DAY

just spill the beans: my first and last CHEAT DAY: this day happened to be my CHEAT DAY. i thought i will be happy today that i can eat the foods i used to eat but to my surprise i was not ha...

my first and last CHEAT DAY

this day happened to be my CHEAT DAY. i thought i will be happy today that i can eat the foods i used to eat but to my surprise i was not happy with it. i didn't enjoy it. i don't like the feeling of doing this. i feel awful.

i am a newly converted pescetarian 'coz i have this major allergies to like everything edible. to lessen the effects of the allergies,i decided to go vegetarian but i will eat fish thus, pescetarian. i am happy with this kind of lifestyle,i really am. i am enjoying the moments of eating fruits and veggies only. i enjoy eating tasteless food. i say tasteless 'coz i don't also eat foods that i know are sweet and salty. i don't take carbonated drinks too. no to cold water too.

'coz this day is my  first cheat day and will also be my last, i ate a piece of pear for breakfast. pancake and hotdog plus cold water for lunch. actually i forgot to eat lunch so the former will be my lunch. right after i ate the hotdog, i feel like vomiting. 'twas the first time i ate meat again and i DON'T like the feeling of eating such after two weeks of strict pescetarian diet. for dinner, i had wanton noodles plus siomai plus durian shake plus leche flan. i was not able to finish them all, it was also the only time that i ate such amount of food after my diet. i was bothered and i still am bothered about the leche flan. leche flans are sweet 'coz they are made of condensed milk with eggs, mostly milk, and that kind of milk is so sweet. it's concentrated milk. as stated above, 'twas also my first time to eat sweets again but good thing it's not really sweet. the durian shake was not a problem 'coz its a fruit shake anyway. the siomai was fine too, i ate a shrimp siomai. i can eat shrimp, it's low in grease and calories which is a good news.  

so that's my cheat day and it all ends here.
i am feeling awful about the whole cheat day. very very awful.

just spill the beans: playing with my eyeglasses

just spill the beans: playing with my eyeglasses: Weeeee!!i was reading my book. i got bored. i stopped reading. my eyes hurt. i wanted to rest. i stared blankly on my laptop. i saw my camer...

playing with my eyeglasses

Weeeee!!i was reading my book. i got bored. i stopped reading. my eyes hurt. i wanted to rest. i stared blankly on my laptop. i saw my camera. i started taking pictures. i played with my eyeglasses. 

just spill the beans: NEVER FELT

just spill the beans: NEVER FELT: i've been through a lot of relationships.what would you expect,i'm a teen. i love experimenting. well so much for that. just moments ago,...

NEVER FELT

i've been through a lot of relationships.what would you expect,i'm a teen. i love experimenting. well so much for that.

just moments ago,i was talking to my girlfriend and we were playing the DO YOU game. it's just a simple game of exchanging questions about everything as long as the statement will start with "do you".

so here's the catch, my gf asked me about my regrets i have for my past partners.  i gave her my answers. she answered too. just right after her answers i told her that i'm a bit jealous over that situation she mentioned in her regret. i could really say that her ex was a lucky girl for having a partner like her. right there and then, things started flashing back to me and realizations were flowing.

--never felt that they are afraid to leave me behind.
--never felt that i'm their world/ i'm the center of their lives.
--never felt that they built their dreams around me.
--never felt that they needed me in their lives.

i never felt these things from all of them, not even once, not even a pinch. now i feel like i'm one fucking loser.

oh well, that's life. that's TEEN life. i'm a teen. i make mistakes. i misjudge situations.but sure thing, i learn from them.

just spill the beans: STARBUCKS haunting me in my dreams

just spill the beans: STARBUCKS haunting me in my dreams: JUST before i woke up this morning, I dreamt of Starbucks. So yeah, I can recall my dreams and I'm good at lucid dreaming. Then it hit me, ...

STARBUCKS haunting me in my dreams

JUST  before i woke up this morning, I dreamt of Starbucks. So yeah, I can recall my dreams and I'm good at lucid dreaming. Then it hit me, I want Starbucks' Double Chocolaty Chip Frappucino or Java Chip Frappucino or Ice Peppermint Mocha. Ooh Starbucks, I'm longing for you. See you this weekend, probably^^. 

double chocolaty chip frappucino

java chip frappucino

iced peppermint mocha

just spill the beans: kiyoshi:smartass kiddo

just spill the beans: kiyoshi:smartass kiddo: the family's playful and smartass kiddo with his new dog.you can never outwit this little guy.

kiyoshi:smartass kiddo

the family's playful and smartass kiddo with his new dog.you can never outwit this little guy.

just spill the beans: crochet like a boss!!♚ ♛ ♜ ♝ ♞ ♟

just spill the beans: crochet like a boss!!♚ ♛ ♜ ♝ ♞ ♟: so i have this little sister who crochets well.i am just so proud that she do that so well, like a pro.here are some of her creations. th...

crochet like a boss!!♚ ♛ ♜ ♝ ♞ ♟

so i have this little sister who crochets well.i am just so proud that she do that so well, like a pro.here are some of her creations.

this is the doll she made yesterday.lovely, right? 

by the way, this is my sister.everything is "LOOKS CAN BE DECEIVING" for this little girl.

just spill the beans: talking to someone close to me ★

just spill the beans: talking to someone close to me ★: me tonight. just simply talking to someone.just giving myself a daily dose of  ♥ⓛⓞⓥⓔ♥.

talking to someone close to me ★

me tonight.

just simply talking to someone.just giving myself a daily dose of ♥ⓛⓞⓥⓔ♥.

just spill the beans: kalokohan.HAHAHA

just spill the beans: kalokohan.HAHAHA: 'coz we have like hundreds of pictures,i decided to make it into a gif so that i don't have to upload each picture for it will take a lot o...

kalokohan.HAHAHA

'coz we have like hundreds of pictures,i decided to make it into a gif so that i don't have to upload each picture for it will take a lot of time.

this is jane.it's her first time to set foot in davao.i guess she did enjoy her stay.

first time to explore davao

anak ko.HAHA

everywhere

just spill the beans: feeling like a child.

just spill the beans: feeling like a child.

feeling like a child.

just spill the beans: my very first gifs.HAHAHA

just spill the beans: my very first gifs.HAHAHA

my very first gifs.HAHAHA

just spill the beans: learn from me

just spill the beans: learn from me: apart from the typical reasons why relationships end: cheating, lying, 3rd party, there's one thing that you ought to learn from me. when ...

learn from me

apart from the typical reasons why relationships end: cheating, lying, 3rd party, there's one thing that you ought to learn from me.

when i say i love you, I MEAN IT. i mean every letters in that phrase.
i can be very forgiving and i am indeed VERY patient.
so when i say yes to you, it should follow that you should believe in me.
been through a lot of relationships and the HUNCHES they have saying that i cheat on them WON'T work for me.i mean, their hunches are mere hunches.they can never put those hunches into test 'coz they have nothing to prove it and this goes out to you as well.

so here's what i am saying, this one big mistake, this one wrong move, this one BIG BIG mistake you should have not done.i tell you, this one wrong move could turn everything around.

so here it is: YOU MUST NOT DOUBT MY LOVE FOR YOU  for there's no reason to be skeptical about the degree of love i have for you.


but i am still very patient,may be i can let this pass for now.
one wrong move and yeah we're through.

just spill the beans: Show her you love her when you have her, not when ...

just spill the beans: Show her you love her when you have her, not when ...: Show her you love her when you have her, not when she already found someone better because you treated her wrong. Treat yourself the way ...

just spill the beans: Show her you love her when you have her, not when ...

just spill the beans: Show her you love her when you have her, not when ...: Show her you love her when you have her, not when she already found someone better because you treated her wrong. Treat yourself the way ...

Show her you love her when you have her, not when she already found someone better because you treated her wrong.


Treat yourself the way you wanted to be treated by others. Love yourself and you will be loved.

just spill the beans: fruits and veggies

just spill the beans: fruits and veggies: this is me picking some fruits to eat.wacky pose eh.i have major major allergies so i prefer eating fruits and veggies.

fruits and veggies

this is me picking some fruits to eat.wacky pose eh.i have major major allergies so i prefer eating fruits and veggies.

ecstatic me.

i am just so happy that everyone is giving me the push to continue what i really wanted to do in life. and now i am not going to let this chance go by.

sometimes you need to sacrifice.good things comes to those who wait and exert effort. 

just spill the beans: open toe ankle boots?

just spill the beans: open toe ankle boots?: this is siiiiick!!i bought this just the other night. looking feisty so i bought it right away^^

just spill the beans: i had these to keep my soul kicking during the wee...

just spill the beans: i had these to keep my soul kicking during the wee...: i had these to keep my soul kicking during the wee hours. pancit canton.coffee.water.i didn't like the canton and coffee combo.tastes awful ...

i had these to keep my soul kicking during the wee hours. pancit canton.coffee.water.i didn't like the canton and coffee combo.tastes awful but edible still.

open toe ankle boots?

this is siiiiick!!i bought this just the other night. looking feisty so i bought it right away^^

just spill the beans: I AM SOOO TIRED. i want to have a looooong day off...

just spill the beans: I AM SOOO TIRED. i want to have a looooong day off...: "I AM SOOO TIRED. i want to have a looooong day off from all these things. "

just spill the beans: I AM SOOO TIRED. i want to have a looooong day off...

just spill the beans: I AM SOOO TIRED. i want to have a looooong day off...: "I AM SOOO TIRED. i want to have a looooong day off from all these things. "

I AM SOOO TIRED. i want to have a looooong day off from all these things. 

just spill the beans: chop.chop.chopsticks

just spill the beans: chop.chop.chopsticks: "chopsticks. they are just sticks that are used when eating or decorating or fixing one's hair. well i am good in using chopsticks for my h..."

chop.chop.chopsticks

chopsticks.
they are just sticks that are used when eating or decorating or fixing one's hair.
well i am good in using chopsticks for my hair.
sad thing here is, i don't know how to use it when eating.
a few taught me how to use but i still cannot do it.
someday i'll learn how to use these sticks.

just spill the beans: sparkle

just spill the beans: sparkle: "this is sparkle.i love sparkle.i tasted my first sparkle back in high school at kiamba, when we had our competition there.right there and th..."

just spill the beans: sparkle

just spill the beans: sparkle: "this is sparkle.i love sparkle.i tasted my first sparkle back in high school at kiamba, when we had our competition there.right there and th..."

sparkle

this is sparkle.i love sparkle.i tasted my first sparkle back in high school at kiamba, when we had our competition there.right there and then,i kept on drinking this carbonated drink.i just love the taste.

just spill the beans: i want this!

just spill the beans: i want this!: "'coz when i'm bored,i go out and do window shopping. i saw this wall clock in a Chinese store,i really like it---teddy bear background. i ..."

i want this!

'coz when i'm bored,i go out and do window shopping.
i saw this wall clock in a Chinese store,i really like it---teddy bear background.
i really go loco on things that are printed with teddy bears, they are just so cute.

just spill the beans: marshmallows of mine

just spill the beans: marshmallows of mine: "i bought a pack of marshmallows last time.i don't really like eating marshmallows but i just don't know why i bought it. i got bored so i ..."

marshmallows of mine

i bought  a pack of marshmallows last time.i don't really like eating marshmallows but i just don't know why i bought it. 

i got bored so i played with my marshmallows.look what i got, marshmallow flowers!^^

just spill the beans: i'm fine

just spill the beans: i'm fine: "A strong girl keeps her stuff in line, and with tears running down her face, she still manages to whisper the simple words, 'I'm fine.' no,a..."

i'm fine

A strong girl keeps her stuff in line, and with tears running down her face, she still manages to whisper the simple words, "I'm fine."

no,actually i feel like giving it all up. might have my nervous breakdown few days from now. or may be, right now.

just spill the beans: lack of sleep=drunk

just spill the beans: lack of sleep=drunk: "Being awake for seventeen hours without sleep gives you the same decrease in performance and reaction time as having a blood alcohol-level ..."

lack of sleep=drunk

Being awake for seventeen hours without sleep gives you the same decrease in performance and reaction time as having a blood alcohol-level of 0.05%, or around 4 standard drinks.

 from itweetfacts

just spill the beans: kakapanghina. kakawala ng gana.

just spill the beans: kakapanghina. kakawala ng gana.: "nagcheck na kami ng papers kanina for our last concept. kalagitnaan pa lang ng session ay bakas na ang lungkot sa mga mukha namin.dapat kasi..."

kakapanghina. kakawala ng gana.

nagcheck na kami ng papers kanina for our last concept. kalagitnaan pa lang ng session ay bakas na ang lungkot sa mga mukha namin.dapat kasi mapasa namin ang concept na un para kami ay makapag-psychia. our entire block was so down after the rationalization. damang dama ko ang lungkot at pag-aalala sa paligid.ako rin mismo ay nag-aalala kung talaga bang makakapasa kami. bigla ko tinanggal ang suot kong contacts kanina dahil sa ako'y naiiyak na. kakapanghina. kakawala ng gana.

kahit di ko na kasama mga kaklase ko ngayon, dama ko pa rin ang pag-aalala at kalungkutan ng lahat.kakaiyak.

ito na ata ang lowest point ng college life ko. I MEAN, parang wala ako sa sarili ko lately. nung mga panahong nagdidiscuss kami. nung nagrereview ako. nung nag-eexam na. ano ba. sa mga resulta ng mga exam ko, shit.tam san ka ba nun? sabi pa ng classmate ko ''di kapanipaniwala''. i was so careless and complacent about everything. oh good LORD, please help me. help us.

just spill the beans: i think i'm in a deep and serious shit now.

just spill the beans: i think i'm in a deep and serious shit now.: "i am starting to wake up every early in the morning gasping for air.literally gasping for air.i am starting to feel the thing they are sayin..."

i think i'm in a deep and serious shit now.

i am starting to wake up every early in the morning gasping for air.literally gasping for air.i am starting to feel the thing they are saying "feeling of impending doom".i always see myself wiping my tears in the end.i just don't like the feeling.i think i'm in a deep and serious shit now.

i need to see my cardiologist and i need to take that very expensive diagnostic test.i need to have my real meds, aspirin is working for me no more. i mean,i need a stronger meds.

where can i find a doctor with a very cheap PF?a diagnostic test like the one i need with a very cheap price?

just spill the beans: fischbach

just spill the beans: fischbach: " i've been looking for a copy of this book. i saw one from my friend and i now know where to get one."

just spill the beans: fischbach

just spill the beans: fischbach: " i've been looking for a copy of this book. i saw one from my friend and i now know where to get one."

fischbach

 i've been looking for a copy of this book. i saw one from my friend and i now know where to get one.

just spill the beans: busy studying

just spill the beans: busy studying: "primarily,i have been so busy studying for my exam and return demonstrations for the last two or three weeks.aaaaand i know it'll contin..."

busy studying

primarily,i have been so busy studying for my exam and return demonstrations for the last two or three weeks.aaaaand i know it'll continue til the end of this semester.it was just last Sunday night that i was able to get 13hours of sleep.

see those stick out notes??those are the links to the topics that i was reading by heart.oh god!!!

good morning.

imma start blogging AGAIN for i wasn't able to update my blog for two or three weeks, i think.been so busy in school and been so busy not sleeping.HAHAHA

just spill the beans: just a glimpse

just spill the beans: just a glimpse: "it was just this saturday that i went to paradise island.this is just a glimpse of the blog that i am going to make about my little vacat..."

just a glimpse

it was just this saturday that i went to paradise island.this is just a glimpse of the blog that i am going to make about my little vacation